I am currently out of school, palamunin, tambay, etc etc since February of this year.
I can't believe and I honestly didn't notice that it has been 7 months. Yes, 7 months! Time flies so fast, eh? The only thing that you'd surely notice would be my rapid weight gain. (which by the way sucks big time)
I felt like my world decided to spin 360 degrees. Everything's different now and I miss hella heaps.
I never regretted anything, I just miss something.
you wanna know how a 22yr old and pressured feels? well, Constant depression and anxiety attacks, insecurities, name it.
I miss my friends a lot. I got so used to spending so much time with them and it breaks my heart to accept the fact that I barely get to see them recently. I miss the stuff that I used to do. While everyone's out in the urban jungle chasing for their dreams; here I am stuck in my room, confused and not doing anything. I've come to a point where I realized that having all the time in the world isn't luxury at all. I need to do something.
posting photos because "wala lang" I dont feel like blogging without photos. haha
so yeaaa, keep on scrolling.
|Im not a drunkard.. I just enjoy drinking with special people :P|
|Figaro's Chicken tetrazzinni|
and how I miss Figaro coffee shop so bad. My favorite rendezvous.
|Booze by the bay. anyone?|
|pepti pesos worth of happiness|
Most of my friends know how I love Mcdonald's crispy chicken fillet. It was like my default lunch way back when I was living alone in Cagayan de Oro. and please Mcdo's gravy is spectaculaaah! it is so so yummy!
and I have to admit I don't play favorites but Figaro and Coffee works ties a place in my heart. they are both special to me :) I define luxury with the times I spent on a coffee shop over a good coffee with a good friend. Nothing beats that serenity you get when you inhale the aroma of the coffee.
|Figaro.. there goes my favorite chillspot(bottom left) and my favorite super chocolate cake|
I miss our sisha sesh everytime we feel like we are so stressed out..
and ofcourse, food trip with friends! Oh how I miss pigging out with them and how we complain on how bloated we are right after..
I miss studying! No jokes in there, but I seriously miss reading notes while I enjoy a cup of coffee.
how about karaoke moments after a stressing exam? The BFF and I loves to spend time in a Karaoke bar. Its our own playhouse!
Emo dinners with the girlfriend, where I enjoyed my sumptuous meal and she goes like "yea im gonna finish these two tall glasses of cocktails"
Beach getaway!! Where the beach is just a few km away!
Karaoke with friends after club partying. 3am till 7 in the morn!
As I get older, I think I easily get attached to small things and certain memories. I tend to get so emotional over those.. hayyy I miss Cagayan de Oro City! Chos! Help me count my days off till we meet again, CdO... Lets say, Im visiting CdeO this 25th and I am pretty excited about that.. I might be there for a week of two! and by October or late september I am finally staying in CdeO again to continue my studies. Look whos excited? I am! I am on the verge of my happy go lucky days. Its about time that I decide something that will benefit my future. I will finish my course (BS TOURISM), find a decent job or basically get a stable source of income so I can start shaping my dreams. (naks gumaganon?) I am not getting any younger, gonna start braving my self and get back to the old independent me :) O sya sya nuff with the dramas.