A new year awaits me. A new year awaits all of us. It has been a wonderful journey. So here I am.. about to jot down the year that was. I clearly remembered I started my 2014 with lots of travels in line. Crystal clear. Malaysia, India, Bangkok, Vietnam, Cambodia, and Laos. Basically the "Banana pancake trail". I started scheming itineraries last quarter of 2013. Flight tickets were booked, thanks to ******** (if you know what I mean then high five!) I still dream about it tho. I still have intentions to push through with the plan in the near future.
The first two quarter of 2014 passed by like a speed of light. Plans crashed. Broken heart. just like that. I remembered I was working my ass off and worked 80 hours a week like cray. Everything else was a blur. Then I realized its not all about travelling. There is more to life than chasing temporary high. There is more. hashtag grownup, hashtag mature.
This may be a tad too late as a year ender post but I’m posting it anyway. 2014 has been a challenging year in my entire existence. I failed immensely but I learned a lot of lessons. It’s a year of letting go and letting God. I wanted to end the year with gratitude.
Things I learned:
Real friends stick with you even when you’re completely a mess. You don’t even have to stress it out. You have so much drama going on but they are there. Always. Our time together is my favorite kind. We are effortless and crazy.
I’m forever grateful to my parents for understanding and the unwavering support all the way. Thankful that they let me figure what I want about my life at my own pace and for not kicking me outta the house even I'm past the legal age. Family, I owe you my life. I may be the difficult kind but you trust me anyway. You make leaving home so so damn hard in a very good way.
I really have a bad habit of spending too much so this particular topic really irks me. I failed a lot when it comes to dealing with my finances this year. Impulse buying is really a bad habit. I also overspend on food and unnecessary dine outs. I bought a laptop and a camera that goes on top of my needed list which is an exemption. 2015 stands a great chance for finance recovery. I know I have a lot of saving to do.
Too much of a good thing is bad enough. I gotta catch up with my health or I’ll be sorry. It’s so difficult to keep temptations and bawals at bay. Geez. I’m trying.
I’m very happy and comfortable working remotely. It’s definitely a luxury that I enjoy. I've finally finally convinced myself that it kinda helps the introvert in me (Not having to deal with a lot of people and you know some other introvert stuff). And I’m working with the coolest people. What’s not to love? I treasure this opportunity to be able to work at home err anywhere plus it pays the bill. Duh?
Venturing into a mini business is surprisingly fun and stressful at the same time. It takes a lot of patience and getting used to. It also pays to have a nice relationship with your customers. There are a lot of ups and downs but it will be all worth it in the long run.
It may not be as travel full as I have planned it to be but I know it’s for the best. Sometimes a plan doesn't go your way and all you have to do is accept. Shit happens. You don’t have to push through plans you don’t even like in the first place. And yea do not book too much travels you are not prepared for. Travelling can wait. In 2014, I'm thankful to have visited Cebu, Leyte, Manila, Pampanga, Munoz, Baguio, Rizal and Boracay. I shall discover more of the Philippines in 2015.
Love… Relationship… et al
Whoever said that people who were born in 1990 or a sign of a horse (Chinese horoscope for that matter) will have a blossoming love life in 2014? You can now go f*&^%$# yourselves and shove your predictions in your #$%^&*. No, Seriously, I can’t even remember when I last hoped and expected for the right guy to come along. Hell-o everything needs perfect timing and I’m more than sure it will come knocking right before I knew it. Now everyone, don’t come asking me why I’m still single. K K? Ohh God I get it all the time.
Little progress is still a progress. I'm so happy I survived another year. It was one of a hell ride.
Bring it on, 2015.I have so much love to give. I'm open to more changes and I really want to see what's out there for me. I will patiently wait for those little surprises to unfold and be. Cheers! Happy new Year everyone!